RabeBabe

OKAY I'M SORRY, But this is what happens when I'm bored and have no site to get on....

ONE - Spell your first name and last name without vowels: Rbbb .... Well alright
TWO - Are you single?: Nope. Married.
THREE - Whats your favorite number?: 7 and 13
FOUR - What color do you wear most?: Blacks and blues
FIVE - Least favorite color?: Pinks and browns
SIX - Favorite candy?: I CAN EAT ANYTHING SWEET IT'S A FUCKING CURSE
SEVEN - What do you smoke?: Nope, never will.
EIGHT - Are you happy with your life right now?: Eh....sometimes.
NINE - There was no question here: What is the meaning of life, the universe, and everything?!
TEN - What is your favorite class in school?: It was science and history.
ELEVEN - Do you shop at Hollister/DC/Bluenotes?: Nope. Unless you mean DC Comics.
TWELVE - How do you make money?: By putting people in jail and keeping others safe.
THIRTEEN - Who is your best friend?: CaptNoodles StarlitMachine and BluuWynter 
FOURTEEN - Where do you go to school?: I haven't been in school in 7 years, are you nuts?!
FIFTEEN - Are you outgoing?: For the most part.
SIXTEEN - One word to describe you?: Protective
SEVENTEEN - Favorite pair of shoes?: Right now, my motorcycle boots.
EIGHTEEN - Do you own big sunglasses?: Nope. I prefer sleek ones.
NINETEEN - Where do you wish you were right now?: At a movie or something. Just not at home.
TWENTY - What should you be doing right now?: Laundry....yaaaay...
TWENTY ONE - Do you have a crush on anyone right now?: I do.

HONEST SECTION:
Honestly, what's on your mind right now?: CONSIDERING THE LAST QUESTION WHAT YOU THINK?!
Honestly, what are you doing right now?: This little questionnaire thing...
Honestly, have you done something bad today?: Ate McDonald's and some candy when I'm trying to lose weight. D:
Honestly, do you watch Disney Channel?: Nope. Well....sometimes, when my kid is watching it.
Honestly, who is the last person you talked to on the phone?: My loouver
Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now?: Not really, tbh
Honestly, what makes you mad most of the time?:  Ignorant people who don't do their job properly.
Honestly, do you bite your nails?: Only when I have a hangnail
Honestly, do you want to see someone this very moment?: Yesssss  
Honestly, are you keeping a big secret right now?: My entire life is built upon secrets.
Honestly, do you have a friend you don't actually like?: Hmm....no, not really.

I tag: StarlitMachine BluuWynter ColdyButt CaptNoodles Jigokun Sugirino REDACTED707 DrownedCryptid 

I got bored.....

1. WHAT AGE WERE YOU WHEN YOUR PARENTS GAVE YOU "THE TALK"?
I never got "the talk." I just figured it all out on my own.

2. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
Unfortunately, yes.

3. QUICK! SAY SOMETHING PERVERTED?
I've GIVE you something perverted.  

5. WHAT WAS YOUR FIRST REAL PERVERTED THOUGHT?
I'm so effin old with such a bad memory, I have no clue!

6. NOW IT'S TIME FOR SOME KINKY SEX! O BOI! DO YOU GET INTO IT, AND ARE YOU DOMINANT OR SUBMISSIVE?
Depends on my mood and the person I'm with, tbh

7. GENDER SWAP! WHAT HAPPENS?
DIRTAY THINGS!!! LOTS OF DIRTAY THINGS!!

8. HOW DO YOU SLEEP?
I wear just boxers to bed.  

9. WHATS SOMETHING YOU CAN NEVER LOOK AT THE SAME OR IN A PERVERTED WAY?
Cucumbers....tire irons....peanut butter.....omf so many things

10. WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF YOUR OC TRIED TO SEDUCE YOU?
Depends on which one it is. lol I'd do some of them if they were real and like....under different circumstances.

11. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?
Yes, but not if in a hurry.

12. CURRENT PERVERTED OBSESSION AT THE MOMENT?
FurAffinity and their amazing collection of flash stuff.  

13. UNDER WHAT CIRCUMSTANCE AND WITHOUT A SECOND THOUGHT WOULD YOU GO OUTSIDE COMPLETELY NUDE?
I've done things outside plenty of times, but I won't go walking out on my front porch in the nude. lol

14. YOU DECIDE TO HAVE SEXY TIME. IS IT SEXY?
Sometimes, but mostly just really awkward...
 
15. WHAT IS THE LEAST FAVORITE THING ABOUT YOU?
Um....all this flabby fat skin stuff.  

16. HAVE YOU EVER HAD ROMANTIC, SEXUAL, EROTIC DREAMS?
By the time you're my age, you've had them all.

17. WHAT COLOR UNDERWEAR ARE YOU WEARING?
BLACK LIKE MY SOUL!!!

18. A SMALL CHILD ASKS YOU WHERE BABIES COME FROM. YOUR ANSWER?
Uh....damn....I should have this one already played cause my own kid is getting to the age where they ask that...

19. WORST SEX SCENE YOU EVER WATCHED?
Walking in on my parents....  

20. GREAT, GREAT. SO, EVER GOTTEN A BLOW JOB?
Why yes, yes I have.

21. HURR. THAT LAST QUESTION WAS UNCALLED FOR! ANYHOW. WHAT DO YOU LIKE DOING WHEN NO ONE'S LOOKING?
It wouldn't be something I do alone if I tell the whole world about it, now would it?  

22. GOT ANY ULTRA-QUIRKY KINKS?
Yessssssssssss  

23. HAVE YOU EVER GONE COMMANDO IN PUBLIC?
Yes, and it was not very comfortable.

24. HAVE YOU EVER MASTURBATED?
Well, yeah.

25. WITHIN THE LAST YEAR, HOW MANY PEOPLE HAVE YOU DONE QUESTIONABLE ACTS WITH?
Within the last year? I think 2...

26. HOW FAR WILL YOU GO IN THE NAME OF LOVE (OR LUST)?
Pretty damn far....

27. WHAT IS SOMETHING THAT'S A TOTAL TURN-ON FOR YOU NO MATTER WHAT THE CIRCUMSTANCE?
Tattoos...

28. WHAT IS YOUR BRA SIZE AND BRAND YOU ARE CURRENTLY WEARING AT THIS MOMENT?
Fuck if I know...

29. WHAT OBJECT IN YOUR ROOM DO YOU FIND EROTIC?
:bademoticon: Nothing I can see

30. I'M GOING OFF TRACK A LITTLE. UM, HOW MANY PEOPLE HAVE YOU SEEN BARE ASS-NAKED?
Lots and lots....I can't even count them all.

31. WHATS THE STRANGEST THING YOU EVER LICKED?
Lets not go there....

32. HAVE YOU EVER CONSIDERED A FETISH?
I have, and have done them.

33. WHAT WAS THE CRAZIEST DARE YOU WERE ASKED TO DO?
I don't remember. lol I don't get dared that often.

34. WHAT KIND OF ROMANCE DO YOU LIKE?      
An agreed upon kind

35. HAVE YOU EVER QUESTIONED YOUR SEXUAL PREFERENCE?
Yes I have.

36. KISS OR CUDDLE?
Cuddles for sure.

37. MAKEOUT OR SEX? ON BED OR UNUSUAL PLACES?
Hmm....tough decision. Makeout and unusual places.

38. DESCRIBE YOUR FIRST KISS?
Surprising. Cause I didn't expect it. lol

39. WHAT'S YOUR SPECIAL SEXY TALENT?
 

40. HAVE YOU EVER KISSED THE SAME GENDER?
Yes I have. Kissing is just kissing no matter the gender. imo

41. TAG 4 PEOPLE GO
StarlitMachine BluuWynter CaptNoodles and....uh.... ColdyButt  

IT'S NOT EVEN HALLOWEEN AND THEY HAVE CHRISTMAS DECORATIONS SCATTERED ALL OVER MY DAMN STORE!!! OMF!!

Ahem.....yeah.....Halloween is my jam. LOVE LOVE LOVE Halloween. Even though I've never been able to have an awesome pawsome costume like I'd like, but eh. I'm a horror flick fan and get all school girl giddy when it comes to haunted houses and scaring people.

But, seriously?! First week of October...they haven't even finished putting up all the Halloween merchandise...and they started putting out the Christmas glittery joyful WHEEEE shit. I've just....never been a fan of Christmas. Mostly cause it's the only reason, ONLY REASON, I hear from family. It's always a year long "FUCK YOU AND YOUR HELL LIFE", but then here comes Thanksgiving and Christmas and they get all hypocritical and bull and going on and on about how grateful and thankful they are to have me in their life and I'm just trying my ever loving best not to scream and chew them out and just be all "I'M NOT A PART OF YO LYFE FOOL"

*INTERNAL SCREAMING AND HAIR REMOVAL* ......

Now, don't get me wrong, Christmas can be fun and all. In fact, I used to only ever ask to spend time with family for the holidays. "What you want for Christmas?" "ALL MY FAM PLZ!!" .... Yeah, that was before I grew up and got to learn the nitty gritty drama of my family. In my family, it's custom to not hear from someone for months upon months. And if you DO hear from them, it's for one of three things, or a combination of them. 1) They want you to feel guilty about something; 2) They want to brag about how wonderful their life is and don't even bother asking how you're doing; or 3) They want to bitch and moan about something you have no idea about and they try to drag you into the drama.

I care about my family and would do just about anything for them. But, COME ON, I can't be the only one in this flipping nut tree to give a flying fuck about others!! Like....fuck....if I'm having a shitty day and on the verge of a breakdown and just can't stand life anymore, you know who's there for me?! None of my family, that's for sure. None of my real life "friends." In fact, only people there for me no matter what is going on in their life is StarlitMachine , BluuWynter , CaptNoodles , and sooooo many more. And I've never met these people in person! Why is the online community so much more accepting and caring then the people you grew up with and have known your entire life? It will never make sense to me.

Anyways, enough with my short burst of mad-hattery. Thank you all if you read this and see you around!

I'm slowly falling back into the depths of a hell that I've climbed out of so many times. My mind can't handle another drop like that. I don't think I'll be able to make it back if it happens again. Something in my life has just got to change. Maybe a few things need to change.

Sorry for a sad entry, but I don't really have many people to talk to who aren't going through their own issues. I'd rather just make a random journal entry expressing a little grief then bother them. I really should just get back to writing. That helped me out a ton, back in the day.